Best friends? Really?? I don't think so. We don't talk to each other in the similar way. We even don't talk daily now. Do you think I can't see you getting closer to someone else. I notice the change in your tone. I notice that you try to avoid me now. I notice everything but don't say anything. Our hugs and handshakes are no more by heart. Its a mere formailty now. You know what? I miss you. I miss you fucking much I want to hug you tight. There are so many things that I want to share with you but I can see that you are hardly interested to know. You know very well that I am not comfortable at sharing my feelings with anyone so soon. You were the one with whom I could share all my thoughts without a second thought entering my mind. But now, as you are gone i couldn't share my feelings with anyone. My presence or absence doesn't affect you anymore. I see you online regularly. But I dont text you. Not because of ego or anything, but because I don't want that formal talks. Not with you atleast! Its my birthday month. But I am hardly excited. No celebrations this time because I couldn't see you doing all those things because we are so called ' besties ' You won't be doing it by heart. So, I won't be doing any celebrations this time. All I have left with me is our old pictures, conversations and memories. That you can't ever take away from me.

This is the worst heart break ever.