I know I can't fill in the gaps. I know I can't be what they want. The difference seems to be so obvious that even God can't help me in that. I show the world that I am strong but deep inside I know what I am. 'Never expect from others' is what people say. But then why do people contradict their own facts? After all I cannot be different from who I am. Why don't people understand that this is my own life. I want to scream the answer to their faces. But, bridging it will take a lifetime. So I have decided to be adament and leave the world to what they think is right and be what I am for no one but myself.