When a storm of failures exhausted you, you need someone to revitalize you. That someone is not from a group of people around you, that someone must be from inside of ‘YOU’. You are not a single person, there are thousands of ‘YOU’ inside ‘YOU’ like the one that frightens you, like the one that belittles you, like the evil you, like the charitable you etc.
Discover the motivator you in you and kill the de-motivator. Let the thousands of mouths belittles you, that motivator YOU alone pities them for their innocence of un-predicting the future YOU. If you are on a cliff with single foot of space, that motivator assures you saying there is a helicopter coming to save you.